09/27/2025
Sep. 27th, 2025 05:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
merrydreamingit's strange how life can change so much in a few months
hi guys! it's been a while since i managed a post on here, or anything with the website or just...anything, so let's talk a bit
I suppose the biggest life change I've had is that I have a new job! Still sort of retail, but I'm working more out back now. It's kind of strange how just one simple change on the good days is enough to actually improve my mental health in spades; I haven't had a lot of time to get back into fanfiction writing outside of occasionally blasting something out while I'm zooted. It managed to get me to write a fic for a fandom I wasn't even a part of until after that fic, though, and I gotta say, I'm proud of myself for it! It was genuinely fun. Honestly, this comment right here is going in my hall of fame in terms of comments that I want to keep forever.
I'm actually doing a lot better mentally in some ways. A little less so in others; I'm worrying about some of the people at my job because it seems like they're trying to clean shop, so I might end up going job hunting again at some point. Not sure yet, but I'm hopeful at least now. That's gotta count for something.
I've been getting a lot into other hobbies as of late, along with finally cutting Fire Emblem Heroes out of my life along with rampant gacha spending. Granted, I've spent a lot on art and I'm trying to do better than I was now, and it's a slow going process...but with the world the way it is now, I don't think I can be blamed entirely. I'm hoping to save up for my own apartment at some point, at least hopefully.
In terms of games I've gotten into though, I've gotten really into Umamusume: Pretty Derby? Shocking I know, but I'm doing my best to stay a mere dolphin in this game. The game has admittedly assigned me as an End Closer trainer which means every single time my Uma goes out there, I gotta pray lmao...but it's a genuinely fun game I will say. Great cast, too. I also got Sonic Racing: CrossWorlds, and I'm attempting to learn that! And once Pokemon Legends Z-A comes out, uh. Expect to see some brainrot. I'm genuinely excited for this game to the nines.
But yeah! Over all I'm doing so much better than I have been in...years, tbh. I don't feel a constant looming dread (now it's only occasional!!! progress! we take it!) as often as before, and I'm actually doing stuff? Outside of what I force myself to do??? By god my past self would be surprised they made it this far. I hope they'd be proud.
Anyway. I'm gonna see if I can update the site some today to put some new stuff up! Take care.
hi guys! it's been a while since i managed a post on here, or anything with the website or just...anything, so let's talk a bit
I suppose the biggest life change I've had is that I have a new job! Still sort of retail, but I'm working more out back now. It's kind of strange how just one simple change on the good days is enough to actually improve my mental health in spades; I haven't had a lot of time to get back into fanfiction writing outside of occasionally blasting something out while I'm zooted. It managed to get me to write a fic for a fandom I wasn't even a part of until after that fic, though, and I gotta say, I'm proud of myself for it! It was genuinely fun. Honestly, this comment right here is going in my hall of fame in terms of comments that I want to keep forever.
I'm actually doing a lot better mentally in some ways. A little less so in others; I'm worrying about some of the people at my job because it seems like they're trying to clean shop, so I might end up going job hunting again at some point. Not sure yet, but I'm hopeful at least now. That's gotta count for something.
I've been getting a lot into other hobbies as of late, along with finally cutting Fire Emblem Heroes out of my life along with rampant gacha spending. Granted, I've spent a lot on art and I'm trying to do better than I was now, and it's a slow going process...but with the world the way it is now, I don't think I can be blamed entirely. I'm hoping to save up for my own apartment at some point, at least hopefully.
In terms of games I've gotten into though, I've gotten really into Umamusume: Pretty Derby? Shocking I know, but I'm doing my best to stay a mere dolphin in this game. The game has admittedly assigned me as an End Closer trainer which means every single time my Uma goes out there, I gotta pray lmao...but it's a genuinely fun game I will say. Great cast, too. I also got Sonic Racing: CrossWorlds, and I'm attempting to learn that! And once Pokemon Legends Z-A comes out, uh. Expect to see some brainrot. I'm genuinely excited for this game to the nines.
But yeah! Over all I'm doing so much better than I have been in...years, tbh. I don't feel a constant looming dread (now it's only occasional!!! progress! we take it!) as often as before, and I'm actually doing stuff? Outside of what I force myself to do??? By god my past self would be surprised they made it this far. I hope they'd be proud.
Anyway. I'm gonna see if I can update the site some today to put some new stuff up! Take care.
